procrastination...

Why do I procrastinate so badly - it's like I self destruct or something... here I am with about a million things to do and I am sitting here writing a blog that I really don't have to write... but it hit me that I could and it seems like a good idea...

I was going to cook some goodies for my party tomorrow night... but I ate half the biscuit dough and now I feel slightly ill...

I was going to have a shower and wash my hair so I don't have to in the morning so I can later in the day and be all fresh for my party (see, som ethought went into that plan...) but now I am feeling so sleepy and I don't want to go to bed with wet hair...

I was going to write some emails to folk whom I love and am thinking of, but now my brain is in a muddle (probably from all the biscuit dough I ate) and I don't even know if what I'm writing here is going to make sense...

I was going to start making some little thank you card for friends who come to my party and for those who have already sent me cards and gifts... but I can't get any good ideas on what to make with the materials I have here...

I was going to finish my costume for tomorrow night... but... now I'm not and I can't even think clearly enough to have a reason for that so... *sigh*

I think I'll go to bed...

after I think of something else that will prevent me from doing so...

goodnight!